Friday, December 28, 2007

Mission 3 of MacHeist II is live!

I've fallen in love with macheist. It's a great way to waste time and you get free shit. So far I've received like $230 worth of free software and thats not even counting my bundle discounts. I think I like it just cus it lets me live out my grandiose fantasies of being a spy. PLus the missions are just really fun.

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Friday, December 14, 2007

Love never wanted me, but i took it anyway, put your ear to the speaker, choose love or sympathy but never both

I make a lot of wishes.
I know, its bad, because im always let down.
but i guess that its just the idealist inside waging war against the realist outside.
last night I made a wish
I wished that I could make you happy.
now, being a wish expert, I can tell you that this is the worst kind of wish
the kind that seems so practical in print but so impossible in practice.
the kind that makes you wish you had never wished in the first place.
this is the kind that heartbreak is made of.
i think something went wrong when we ended things
because i still feel like theres a part of you stuck to me
when you hurt i hurt
and i dont like to hurt.
hell, being that selfish makes me hurt.
it cant go on like this anymore,
i cant feel you in pain like this ever again.
i have to make you better,
it is my duty.

these are the last words of andrews ego, the cripple
and the first breath of andrews conscience, the martyr